There's just so much I want to write about that a super tiny heading JUST won't make up for!!
Anyway, past the random comment, I've been thinking about random things and wondering why I find myself able to laugh at life one second, then look at it from a very philosophical perspective the next... I think it's because, for the amount of trouble I've been through and for the amount of things I've had happen to me whether good or bad, I've been able to see the humour in it simply because of God. He made me this way through different circumstances, and I can't help but laugh hysterically (no, I don't actually ever laugh very hysterically, I was never very comfortable with myself until recently) at something I, say, see on TV, then wondering how truthful and pertinent it is to my life in the very next moment. I wonder if it's because I am so different. I am just 1 in over 7 billion humans on planet earth at any given moment.
Could I be that different from the rest of them?
Or is it just that I'm me, so I see myself differently from the way some random other person might see me? Whatever the case may be, I've been through some stuff, and I've experienced enough to know that life isn't all unicorns and rainbows... and chocolate & cotton candy... wow, I totally want some chocolate right now...
Anyway, the point I'm trying to make is that I'm not a very serious person. I look like I am on the outside to people that I meet every day, but I'm not a completely humorless person... I can see how things can be taken lightly, and I can see how things might matter much more. Of course, it could be argued that I personally don't have THAT much experience, that I'm learned but not experienced, that I have book sense, not street sense, etc.
But with all I've seen, and all that I've only heard or read about, I can find the humour and the seriousness of almost any given moment. And I'm glad that I can, because I don't want to be the kind of person that is very willful. Not that I want to be spineless, I just think it's completely unnecessary to never question if you are wrong or not... I find myself almost doing that too much, in fact... I have set beliefs, mind you, but there are some things that require a million different ways of thinking...
Like what you might do with your life. You don't just pick a career and "Oh, too bad," if you stink at it; you need to put actual human thought into where your money goes.
Because, if you find that you wasted time, money, and effort on something that doesn't even matter anymore, you're going to have real trouble in the world, unless you have some really good, and also really rich friends... lol
That would be awesome to never have to worry about your life anymore, knowing someone's got your back who would run your life the way you would... or better.... and fund all your deeds, and in (of course) the most completely impossible of cases, your misdeeds. I hope I don't sound preachy, because that's one of the last things I would want, but some things just need sayin', brah...
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